Sweet Desperation

well I'm not going to lie, its been a few months since Ive logged in here.... and I'm sure most of the people use to read my blog faithfully.... have stopped. No hard feelings chums, its my bad.

so the next question will be why oh why did I stopped writing?

the answer is simple.... I needed some down time . oh and one of my best friends died. not cool whatsoever. oh and my uncle too.... 2010 sucks balls.

Its been a hard adjustment, learning to live without my friend kara, I still dont know how I will. Currently I live in a state of denial. I pretend shes on vacation.... wrong? oh I know. but this girl needs to function and it seems like the only thing that lets me. My awesome boyfriend also helps...


so now that we have THAT squared away....

hello...... I'm back. Whats new?

SO ... first off may I say to all the bloggers out there ... HAPPY FREAKINNNN NEW YEAR!!!



lets hope all of you are happy, well fed, and angsty feeling 9I feel this leads to exceptional blog writing ) I hope your new years eve was easy on the budget , maybe even on the belly.



My stomach however always seems to self destruct new years... and therefore the very first day of a new year I always feel like it will be my last. but thats life in excess .



I dont know how it happens but somehow theres always a song that sticks with me through the year... and therefore is sort of labeled the "song of the year " for example



2004: Mr. Big- Next to be with you

2005: Journey : don't stop believing

2006: keith urban: stupid boy

2007: we belong together: david degraw

2008: Lips of angel : Hinder

2009: drops of jupiter : train



and I got a feelin... just a hunch ftom what I have been listening to these days, and the amounts of repeats.... I'm thinking the song for 2010 will be John Mayer : Who Says



you want to know the funny thing? I dont really even like john mayer, I mean I dont really know him , granted.... but from what I have read... well frankly he seems like kind of an ass...



but when he sings, I melt like butter... its the weirdest thing lol.